Today wasn’t so much of a bad day, right?

Although I have only lived throughout half of today, I don’t feel as bad like the usual. I don’t always have bad days, but when I do, it comes down really hard. I know I really don’t have the right to say I have had a bad day, I actually feel really entitled saying those words. But I guess sometimes I experience an influx of emotions, and when one part of myself disappoints me, then I slump into beating myself up. For once, I felt a sense of accomplishment today. I didn’t do anything remarkable. But I guess it was the little nuggets of self love I gave myself today. For once I didn’t beat myself up for the way that I am, but was really happy with myself. I was bettering myself. For once, I didn’t compare myself to others, but felt like there was greatness in my life, something to be genuinely proud of. I thank God for the sense of gratitude I feel, the courage and hope that I can achieve anything I want or desire today. I just feel that moving at my own pace is okay, I don’t need to do anything extraordinary to feel adequate. I feel adequate right now, in my own skin, in my own person. I give thanks for the alleviation God has given me in terms of the hopelessness I feel. It’s a gift to ever feel this way, and I am thankful.

Yay…

 

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